Here we go again.......

So here I am at the start of another weight loss journey. I could get angry with myself for wasting time and not doing it sooner, but what's the point? It won't help me now will it?
I don't feel able to post my current weight as I'm ashamed and just can't cope with that right now, let's just say there's more than 120lb to lose! See told you it was shameful didn't I?
I'm 53 now.and in my life.i.have tried so many diet plans and daddy diets. Shakes, clubs, starving myself. Nothing works for long and I have got bigger and bigger.
On Saturday 26/5/18 one of my sons, Danny, proposed to his girlfriend Debbie and now we have a wedding to look forward to. I am so happy for them both and luv Debbie like she was my own. But now I'm in in panic mode. I will not embarrass them by being this size when they get married. I will buy my wedding outfit from a normal shop and I will enjoy the day without feeling self conscious.
I have been debating how to go.about this and thought about slimmi.g clubs etc but have decided to use #myfitnesspal to record everything. I've linked it to my new #fitbitionic so I can keep track of all my steps and food. I've gone #myfitnesspalpremium as it allows me to change calorie allowances for different days.
I have already lost 2 1/2 stone since December but seriously need to up my game so here I go... watch this space
Julie xoxo